he choose to end it calmly. he didnt want to say much at all. was there a need for words when everything have been so clearly painted out in black and white. shades of other hues do not exists. she wanted to continue on but what's the point when it takes two maintain a relation. she was hurt
she needs to move on... she's moving on but did she really recover... i really wanna know.....
wx at 11/20/2004 10:14:00 PM
i was not invitied but i dont really care. if i didnt care then i would not blog now rite? contradictory... sigh...
i saw the photo posted so sad but so argh...
i just don't know what to say, its too complicated...
its affecting me in some way or another...
this sucks...
i really don't care...
wx at 11/13/2004 10:53:00 PM
Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:
1.They will always smell goodeven if its just shampoo
2.The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3.How cute they look when they sleep
4.The ease in which they fit into our arms
5.The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everythingis right in the world
6.How cute they are when they eat
7.The way they take hoursto get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8.Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9.The way they look good no matter what they wear
10.The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11.How cute they are when they argue
12.The way her hand always finds yours
13.The way they smile
14.The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15.The way she says"lets not fight anymore"even though you know that an hour later....
16.The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17.The way they kiss you when you say"I love you"
18.Actually ...just the way they kiss you...
19.The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20.Then the way they apologizefor crying over something that silly
21.The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22.Then the way they apologizewhen it does hurt.(even though we don't admit it)!
23.The way they say"I miss you"
24.The way you miss them
25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....Yet regardlessif you love them,hate them,wish they would die o rknow that you would die without them ...it matters not.Because once in your life,whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes,traveling to the depths of their souls andyou say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own lifeis inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.
true as that might all be... it really makes you grow up after the hurt and pain it brought.
you want to best for her even it means your heart will break and tear. even if your tears, you see not the sadness but a fleeting goodness. you will set her free and let her soar, even if you are no longer the wind beneath her wings. love hurts but love grows. you will feel when you truely been in one.
Love...
wx at 11/06/2004 10:12:00 PM