Its been real long since I really sit down to blog proplerly. Maybe could be fatigue or plain laziness? Didn’t know what to type and what to say… my muses are clearing their annual leave. No inspiration to write, no stimulation from the external milieu…
Anyway decided to blog today coz of few things… was actually jolted by some blog postings I came across… didn’t know whether they were actually negative or positive emotions or reactions but just want vent it out. Saw his blog, it has been very long since we ever talk or exchange sms. I don’t really give a damn but somehow I cant make myself do that. Maybe it was coz we were the best of pals in those short few years? We were close but don’t know what happen after that? I won’t be stupid to blame myself for the current situation. Why should I be in the wrong when you should be partly involved in the maintenance of this ex-friendship? Comradeship requires two hands to clap… shouldn’t you be of all people to know that. I am disappointed that we have to take the present path. Regret is not the word to use coz that would make me look silly and pathetic. Since we both don’t really treasure the times we were friends, then maybe this is what we deserved after all. I care not for your plight and neither would you about mine… we’re even… maybe this sound too vengeful but I really am sick of it… retrospect has thought me not to be so soft… hardened by what you did…
Tit for Tat…
Read meiting’s blog, it seems that she not coming soon. Wonder how are they doing? Those people that went overseas tend to have more sentimental postings, maybe coz of the weather and climate. Winter is always so bleak dark and cold. Haha…
Miss my friends, who are overseas, miss her who is also down under… wonder when will we get to meet up again…
Friends, if you are reading this, would like to say miss you pals out there…
wx at 11/26/2005 04:26:00 PM
wanted to put jay Night Duet (Ye Qu) lyrics on the blog but cant put chinese words...
wonder y?
wx at 11/10/2005 09:29:00 PM