在用华文entry... 会有点慢但不会去多加的理会。想要得或许是这样的自有吧？
真的是百感交集但尽在不言中。或许是帕去真情流露，或许是强迫自己去压抑吧？
人生的无奈与心痛或许是无法去理解的，无法去接触。心情的描绘需要慢慢的表达，细腻的推敲，缓缓的品尝。现在正在慢慢的体会，慢慢的留恋。
眷恋的过去，展望的未来。很想放弃现有的一切， 放慢脚步去欣赏所拥有的了。 路边的华早已枯萎，心中的那一束花也随着时间的流逝的凋萎。不像这样下去，不想再去拥有一颗以东冻结的心吧。
wx at 4/27/2007 05:05:00 PM
Going to explode soon. Don’t know why but you could say this could be mood swing but I am damn fucking pist. With that? I don’t know. Just want to hammer out some stuff. Fuck! Do I need a damn reason to be pist? Fuck that
Feeling damn vexed but don’t know why, its just bottled up. People think that when you are nice and everything, you just don’t have temper. Fuck that silly idea. Just because I don’t flare up off and throw fucking vulgarities out at you doesn’t mean you can take advantage of it. Fuck you bloody piece of shit. Sometimes just because I am nice is because I don’t want to tell you straight in the face that you suck big time. Just faking it only. Don’t push it man, fuck you bastard.
Bloody bastards that seem to take advantage of others. Feel fucking pist. When you try to be nice to people, they take you for granted. Then start blaming you when you flare up for being crazy or temperamental. Fuck that. Its your fucking fault that I am pist then u start to blame me for the bloody cause. Fuck off! Bloody bastard. Asshole that has shit as brain. Cant you think? Sorry bastards like you cant think.
wx at 4/05/2007 09:17:00 PM