Friday, August 10, 2007

是害怕还是逃避,是懦弱还是在装着若无其事的样子?不晓得到底是哪个,但答案有真得那么重要?知道了又如何?答案会如你所愿,会是你能接受的那一个标准理想答案?

I realized that the answer is not that important so it the words. Too complex the description vilifies the earnest emotions. What standing bare naked in front has been the real form but why cant you just accept it? Why seek out the ideal façade? Is veneer that attractive or is the original just not utopian and idyllic enough for you?

Realized that been so long yet you never found out that all this where the problem lies. It has always been other people but never you. It’s always him or her but never I? Why is it too difficult to point you fingers at yourself. Is your ego and pride of utmost importance? Not asking for too much but it does get tiring. To internalize your faults and problems are draining. Whenever problems arise, all you want is to find the culprit. Find someone to foot the blame and carry the burden on. That’s you. The real you.

既然已经发生了,难道解决办法就没那么的重要?找到了那个人就能解决问题的根本?不是每一个人都会承认。你始终不明白文题更本就不是在别人生上而是在自己。你不愿去承认它的存在,只愿推卸与别人。我又能如何?已经很累了,但也没辙。很想放弃,把这一切忘了。但伤了太深,结疤后的伤痕还是会有些许的痛。

我可以伤了再伤,但这悲剧终该有个了断。到了尽头,已无路可走,你还不懂得如何让自己苏醒。对不起,这会是最后能对你说的了。

wx at 8/10/2007 10:57:00 PM