Friday, June 27, 2008
standing in the crowd and feeling lost, standing with people that i know yet the feeling of loneliness still creeps in surreptitiously.
alone at a corner and without a mask, standing aside from the maddening crowd, yet i feel fine.
which is worse? the latter or former?
former... cant seem to lie to yourself. the fake veneer of emotions bare no use to me...
losing myself slowly to the superficial sorts of stuff that i once despised. am i being corroded too fast or is that just me? inner demon?
the simple me or the alter ego? path to choose or compromise between them? questions to be answered...
hate the current feeling and self...
wx at 6/27/2008 06:22:00 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Ok had a real busy week. Maybe coz of the holidays and mood hasn’t really get back track so the jet lag and stuff. Laggard at work till middle of the week. Had flu and a deep resonating voice which colleagues felt was husky and seductive. LOL… who would in the right mind reject such compliment?
Anyway been busy after work from mid week onwards because end up meeting and catching up with quite number of friends and old pal. Had sakae buffet with miko, don’t ask why suddenly go eat there, maybe its coz of the urge. Maybe just to reminisce the secondary or jc days of undulated days. Maybe to seek for simple pleasures which we have long forgotten. We even ended up paying using student fare. How cool is that! We ate till stuffed and just casually worked round raffles place. There wasn’t much to shop since is normally closed by the time we finished dinner. Had random chat with miko all throughout dinner… that could be what life entails many years down the road.
Friday had healthy dinner with sez ki. Went to cedele where james was trainee manager, so therefore the treat was on him. Thanks man. Ended up walking round town to DFS looking for sze ki’s little pony which was ended up gone. She had to wait till September for new shipment. Don’t think she would. Then walked to continued walking round till james knock off. Orchard shopping closes very early. By the time our dinner ended and started to walk round, most if not all shops were like closed. What happened to midnight shopping? Ponders why…
This week had lots of meet up. Next week think there are more to come. More culinary escapades, consumerism spending, wine connoisseur summit (I don’t binge drink) and meet ups…
Life’s perks and sinful indulgences. Hedonistic lifestyle?
wx at 6/22/2008 03:17:00 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
ok going to upload quite number of pictures from hp and trying to get use to the uploading of pictures to those web site that can host them...
leanrning new stuff on the way... techie freak man...
lol...
wx at 6/17/2008 01:43:00 PM
Check out my Slide Show!
wx at 6/17/2008 01:37:00 PM
Labels: pictures from hp...
wx at 6/17/2008 01:26:00 PM
Sunday, June 08, 2008
其實你早就已經愛過我
為什麼要低著頭
是在假装内疚？
我又能做甚麼
你已經不愛我
那我還要做甚麼
我知道你已無心再繼續看著我
一心想離開我
我終於也說出口
其實很愛你但從沒認真說過
多在乎你卻只放在心中
沒什麼需要被原諒
我笑的有些牽強
你知道我總是能夠假裝不難過
还会傻傻地奢望再有機會
但那顫抖著的手也只能 握住的是風
the end of a fairy tale with no fanciful closure. Tragic or ironic? The fact that you gave such a reason to me was totally absurd but for me to accept and turn back is more ridiculous. Both of us are not the type that will turn back. Our pride forbid such idealistic actions. Pride has caused our downfall or has it prevented us from getting back? Either way I know not of. You know that we are not the forgetting sort, so why not just forgive?
On a lighter note, need to clarify that I am not 无尾熊。。。if you know what I mean…lol
（some of the text above is from a nice song...sigh... so apt, so painful, so surreal)
wx at 6/08/2008 12:31:00 AM