当一切都结束后周遭的宁静，静得让人毛骨悚然。无声的街道，残留下的是你拥抱过我的余温。以前的梦与回忆荡然无存，换回的只是一句默默的感叹。我们之间的情节忽然失控，句句伤人的话激流而出。是为了自我保护，还是因为任性的狂妄？从前的义无反顾成了现在的耻辱，过往的海誓山盟成了你最大的笑话，那些甜言蜜语现在听得让人觉得各外的刺耳，冷清，愚昧。
wx at 7/23/2008 04:31:00 PM
Too long have not visited this site. Dust gathering. Here I am sitting out of the office window, staring out of the window looking at the bay that’s under construction. The cacophony of sight and sound, accompanied by a drink. Work life? Or sad life? Such juxtaposition.
Friends are coming back from overseas. Meet up to come. Going to end this work assignment. New chapter, new beginning, new year. Foreboding anticipation, excited renewal or fiery baptism of concern? Sigh…
Early in the afternoon, fret shouldn’t be so emo… need to be mellow…
Random stuff:
Meet up with mini V5 clique gathering at cedele. Followed by usual gossip mongering.
Had farewell with colleagues, gave everyone some Japanese cookies, except for one silly, gluttonous, greedy girl who took like 3 of them. Like WTF, if you are so desperate and hungry, then go eat something else, you hungry hog… WTF to you, your actions are disgusting. Revolting pig!!!
You might be thinking since I had farewell, then why am I still in office? Coz there are some LOOSE ends to pick up, so here I am back at the place working… LOL
wx at 7/21/2008 12:04:00 PM
不是对不起而是宁愿不去里
无奈的是自己，狠心的是你。
泪流满面不是伤心，是为解脱自己。
成全你的冷漠，让我独自莫落
太多的不实弄得我无法重新相信，
相信那段过去的美丽。
绚丽的回忆又能在哪里待续？
心情的写照，感情的遗照
现在的冷酷，过往的热烈
从前的温柔，现经已冷确
回忆里的画面也绝对断截
wx at 7/07/2008 12:12:00 PM
well didnt actually want to blog due to the lack of muses. i blog based on emotions (not on hormones... yes there is a difference)
felt gulity coz miko and adibah blogged about out outing at cedele. so if i dont blog too, maybe might get a earful from them about not updating the blog... kidding... had dinner and meet up after so long from our previous meeting at PS which i guess is like 1 month or so... uni life brought us together as friends, so guess its a form of fate. the current moment is a gift so cherish it, thats why it is also called the present.
some random updates:
rachel changed job and she treated me to dinner before she left... free jap food. COOL... lol
the mag is out on the market... so much for the hard work of compilation and number churing.
overseas friends are coming back, get meet up soon
finally mmet up with june after 1 yr before she went exchange
work is ending soon, so its time to hit the gym or need to start moving those muscles if not degeneration will kick in... damn those wobbly excess carbo storage
enough ramblings... need to have muse before continue blogging... need to maintain the philosophical essence here in this virtual ambit, behind the veneer of reality...
wx at 7/05/2008 11:57:00 PM