here i am melancholy, pretending nothing happened and they were right all along. its damn f up when u need get blame for all almost everything which they simply push to you. it just appears that i m the sandbag of sort, but yet at times they would ask me why i have no temper. f up question isnt?
whats the purpose of crocodile tears now and stab you in the back later? whats the point if they will call upon you nicely when they need something to be done yet nonchalent the nxt moment when you are no needed? what the f up point of this if all they care is someone stuipd they can push the blame to? whats the point of believing everything will change and become better just coz you simply felt so? whats the point of when at the end of your tears, you are still the damn moron clearing up the shit? whats the point it when you are just the dumb jerk foolish enought to believe it will give rise to the betterment?
whats the point in beliving they care when time upon time, all the issue was more hurt and pain, then other stuff? whats the point of loving care when the heart has been stabbed, hurt and bled?
whats the point?
wx at 2/22/2010 11:00:00 PM