不经意走到了这里但幸福却走散了。从前的难过与快乐都已荡然无存。还刻意地在那儿为谁等着，为什么哭了是因为你不爱了? 又想起是因为那首歌? 怎么不能忍住它 - 那不需流下了眼泪。
恨自己又哭了因为我都懂了，这爱情里的世界没有什么规则却又站在熟悉的路口开始怀恋着。胸口上的那股热叫做割舍、不舍。重复播放那首歌是遇见的那一刻也是难过伤心一刻。
结束了那段歌，从前的难过与快乐也就不再拥有了。
怀念。
这该还为谁等着？
wx at 10/10/2010 10:28:00 PM
"
聆听你说 抱歉多过 你说我爱你
你困在雨里 我困在雨里 我的伞湿淋淋
『没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等 就算我冷 至少我陪着你" - 是残忍还是愚笨？
wx at 9/24/2010 02:10:00 AM
不知道为什么离开但却 坚持不能说放任着哭泣。不知道的事却能让人碎成满地的泪星， 在心里却如此的清晰， 不知道的事。。。
wx at 9/19/2010 11:05:00 PM
"就算已經沒有任何正當的理由和任何人的祝福，
就算我心裡也有折磨也有懷疑可否『永遠』，
我曾經努力過，但真的沒有施力點。
如今，我不希望我對妳的一切反倒讓妳深感愧疚，
讓妳擔心害怕的被夢魘一再折磨，
所以生命中有了不完美也沒關係，
只要不要讓我的存在成為妳痛苦的原罪就好。"wx at 9/18/2010 11:23:00 PM
I'd rather have the bad times with you and good times with others;
I'd rather be beside you in a storm than warm alone.
I'd rather have woes together, then to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds dear my heart.
I'd rather hope it lasts then burn out extravagantly.
wx at 9/11/2010 11:14:00 PM
50 questions regarding your future counterpart.
1. Do you need him/her to be good looking? no I don’t think need miss universe but prefer most celebrities from hollywood. Duh who doesn’t like a beautiful view when they wake up.
2. Smart? is this qns relevant for job interview? Either that or you can dumb so you prefer someone else to teach you in more ways than one
3. Preferred age? not antique will suffice
4. Preferred height? bit hard to find one taller than me unless she is very tall and still wear 5 inch heels
5. How about sense of humor? mildly humorous will do. we are dating, not intending to be a standup comedian act
6. How about piercings? prefer not but can be a leaky issue if u get what I mean
7. Accepts you for who you are? DUH
8. Pink hair? not dating the celebrity
9.Mushy or no? u mean there are marshmallow people?
10. Thin or fat? yeah hugging a stick is so fun. Oops did her bones jus puncturing me
11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)? sensitive issue
12. Long hair or short hair? this is not boot camp
13. Plastic or metal? ?
14. Smells good? this is not health education. Anyway there are such things know as deodorant, EDT etc
15. Smoker? who wants to date a chimney
16. Drinker? cheers, you will never drink alone
17. Girl/Boy-next-door type? havent you heard of still water runs deep?
18. Muscular? wonderwoman is not muscular but she is strong
19. Plays piano? BONUS
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar? loud
21. Plays violin? BONUS
22. Sings very good? that’s what CD player or radio station are for.
23. Vain? mirror mirror on the wall, please ensure we don’t snatch the mirror daily
24. With glasses? part of the image I think
25. With braces? part of oral hygiene and image?
26. Shy type? what too quiet. Is she even around?
27. Rebel or good boy/girl? punk rock is not my cup of tea
28. Active or passive? balance
29. Tight or bomb? ?
30. Singer or dancer? if I need entertainment, there are youtube or cable u know
31. Stunner? who doesn’t like positive limelight
32. Hiphop? ok
33. Earrings? personal image
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-boy/girlfriends-until-you-drop? hmm déjà vu?
35. Dimples? ok
36. Bookworm? who say library cant be good dating grounds?
37. Mr/Ms. love letter? cliché but I like
38. Playful? depends where and what time
39. Flirt? is like dialogue, u need 2 hands to clap
40. Poem writer? what’s in a name that we call a rose, by any other would smell as sweet… where art thou?
41. Serious? who doesn’t treat each one seriously unless u r player?
42. Campus crush? tough luck so far… unless the nxt 2 sem there are sparks everywhere
43. Painter? why not… adds colour to your life unless you prefer dark dingy lifeless
44. Religious? ok
45. Someone who likes to tease people? its called intellectual sparring. Cant blame those inapt for calling them a form of bullying
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak? isnt both the same
47. Speaks 20 languages? who dates a dictionary?
48. Loyal or faithful? ok
49. Good kisser? it’s the onset of more things to come rite? Anyway didn’t they say a good start = half the battle won?
50. Loves children? ok
wx at 7/20/2010 12:34:00 PM
interesting debate. go read it. maybe thats the perils and fatal attraction of philo. it draws one in, with awe and with passion.
Science and God
"Let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ." The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand."You're a Christian, aren't you, son?"
"Yes sir," the student says."So you believe in God?"
"Absolutely."
"Is God good?"
"Sure! God's good."
"Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?"
"Yes.""Are you good or evil?"
"The Bible says I'm evil." The professor grins knowingly. "Aha! The Bible!" He considers for amoment.
"Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?"
"Yes sir, I would.""So you're good...!"
"I wouldn't say that."
"But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't."The student does not answer, so the professor continues. "He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?"
The student remains silent.
"No, you can't, can you?" the professor says. He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax."Let's start again, young fella Is God good?"
"Er...yes," the student says."Is Satan good?
"The student doesn't hesitate on this one. "No."
"Then where does Satan come from?"
The student : "From...God...""That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?""Yes, sir."
"Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?"
"Yes.""So who created evil?" The professor continued, "If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil."Without allowing the student to answer, the professor continues: "Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, do they exist in this world?
"The student: "Yes.""So who created them?"The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question. "Who created them? There is still no answer.
Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is mesmerized."Tell me," he continues onto another student. "Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son?"The student's voice is confident: "Yes, professor, I do."The old man stops pacing. "Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?""No sir. I've never seen Him""Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?""No, sir, I have not.""Have you ever actually felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter?"
"No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't."
"Yet you still believe in him?"
"Yes."
"According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?"
"Nothing," the student replies. "I only have my faith."
"Yes, faith," the professor repeats. "And that is the problem science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith."The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of his own. "Professor, is there such thing as heat?"
"Yes," the professor replies. "There's heat.""And is there such a thing as cold?"
"Yes, son, there's cold too."
"No sir, there isn't."The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested. The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain."You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat, unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit up to 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the lowest -458 degrees. Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat. You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it."
Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom, sounding like a hammer."What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?"
"Yes," the professor replies without hesitation. "What is night if it isn't darkness?"
"You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have Nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to define the word. In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?"
The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him. This will be a good semester.
"So what point are you making, young man?"
"Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed."The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time. "Flawed? Can you explain how?"
"You are working on the premise of duality," the student explains. "You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, muchless fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it."
"Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?"
"If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do"
"Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?"The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.
"Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a preacher?"
The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the commotion has subsided.
"To continue the point you were making earlier to the other student, let me give you an example of what I mean."The student looks around the room. "Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?" The class breaks out into laughter."Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain, felt the professor's brain, touched or smelled the professor's brain? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all due respect, sir. So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust your lectures, sir?"
Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student, his face unreadable.
Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers. "I guess you'll have to take them on faith."
"Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists with life," the student continues. "Now, sir, is there such a thing as evil?"Now uncertain, the professor responds, "Of course, there is. We see it everyday. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil."
To this the student replied, "Evil does not exist sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God.God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light."
The professor sat down.
wx at 7/05/2010 02:58:00 PM